Dear Ex-Fiance

Dear Ex-Fiance,

I know that right now, I am not in a place where I can or should be in a relationship with anyone.  I know that it was that way for a good chunk throughout our relationship.  And I'm sorry for that.

But I did and do love you very, very much--I have since our first date.  And I believe there really is something between us.

And even though I'm not "relationship material" right now, I know that at some point, soon, I will be.  Someday I will be completely healthy enough to be in a relationship again.

So I guess I'm trying to say please wait for me.  Please don't look for anyone else, please don't find someone else.  I know that you miss me and that you still care about me, and my gut feeling is that you still love me--so please wait for me.  I know it would be worth it for both of us, because we are good together.  And you said once that I was worth waiting for, so I hope you think that still.

That's all I'm asking of you.  And I know it's a lot but after everything between us I think I deserve this, y'know?

Love,
Jessica

PS And if you're planning to wait for me . . . it wouldn't kill either of us for you to, y'know, tell me that.