Another Blah Week

Seriously.  WTF life?

This past week was another just blah kinda thing.  Last week it was my sleep schedule, but this week I don't know what was going on.  I was just exhausted all week.  Exhausted, kinda down, just blah and out of it.  It sucked.

I think it's a few things.  Stress at work, for one, because everything is changing and I don't like it.  I did move into my new office Friday after work, and I think that once I get into it and stuff it'll be fine, but I'm still stressed out about it.  I keep telling myself that regardless of who's doing what in my department there will always be something for me to do, that there is enough work to go around, and that whatever my duties end up being I will keep going to work because I like having a job.  Whenever I start to get really upset about it I make myself remember where I was last November/December--unemployed and desperately checking CraigsList/AZ Daily Sun/Monster every night and hoping that I'd see something that I could do and praying that someone would like what they saw on my resume and called me for an interview.  Those were not fun times and I don't miss it.  I'm also stressed because my one year eval should be coming up right around the corner here (technically it should have already happened) and I just want it to be done and over with.

Also money related stress lately.  I don't know why, because I don't actually have any major money problems at the moment.  Well, aside from not having a debit card (STILL), which is just its own kind of cluster F.  I just keep telling myself to relax.  I have two months this year where I'll get 3 paychecks, which will be helpful to save some, and I should have a decent tax refund coming up.  So really not much to worry about, but I do need to be, in general, better about managing my finances.

I did make a big purchase this weekend of a Polar FT 4 heart rate monitor to help me with my fitness goals.  I'm super excited to wear it tomorrow.  And really, if it helps me get healthy and reach my goals then it was worth what I paid for it.  (Here's where my bank is screwing me--I could have gotten it cheaper online but without my debit card I didn't have that option.  I had to buy locally, which isn't horrible, but still frustrating).

I also started taking a vitamin B complex supplement.  I'm hoping it will help me with my energy level, which, as I mentioned, was non existent this past week.  It already seems to be helping a bit (today, for example, was leaps and bounds better than every other day this week).

Some of this is my lady parts, too, because *that* should be right around the corner.  Blech.

But I'm staying optimistic.  New week, fresh start, all that crap, right?